Magic of the Season Kristen Fife, 12/2003 Part 1 Natalie got into the morgue later than usual due to the holiday shoppers. The streets of downtown Toronto were clogged up, even after 9 PM as harried parents took advantage of the late night hours at the stores. Natalie had almost run into several people and suffered from Road Rage against the stupidity of her mortal brethren. As she scowled while walking, all the members of the staff gave her a wide swath to tramp through. As she opened the door to her office, her black mood finally started to dissipate to be replaced with annoyance. She saw that someone had put a strand of tinsel “icicles” around the edge of her desk, and she finally gave a small smile. She really DID enjoy Christmas; it was her favorite holiday, but the preparations always made her cranky when dealing with a morass of commercialism. She sighed. Oh well. She sat down at her computer and started going over her caseload. Pretty light, all things considered. By midnight she was totally engrossed in the lab results for one of her “customers”. She didn’t hear the footsteps as Nick approached, so he quietly cleared his throat. She looked up, startled, to see him smiling his lopsided grin. Her own mouth turned up at the corners in response. “Hi.” She felt her mood lighten just looking at him. “Hi, yourself. What has your attention so enraptured?” Nick asked her. Natalie sighed. “Just the Marchonne case. The lab results were inconclusive, so I was just trying to map some of the protein markers.” “Huh. Well, I’m going to assume I can’t help you any. But I wanted to see how you were doing. And I wanted to ask you something.” Nick’s gaze bored into hers. “Oh?” Natalie only said the one word. Nick’s eyes dropped, and if he could have, Natalie swore he would have been blushing. “Um, do you have any plans for Christmas?” The words rushed out of him. “Actually, no. Myra invited me over to spend Christmas Eve with them, but I hadn’t given her an answer yet. I assume you had something in mind?” Natalie tried to sound casual, but was secretly excited. She had spent Christmas with Nick before, but usually it was she who had to almost force herself on him, and she had promised herself that THIS year she wouldn’t. If it weren’t for the fact that Sarah and Amy have moved to the other side of the country after Richard’s death, she probably would have spent it with them; in fact, they had invited her, but she knew Sarah wanted to spend it with her parents. “Well, I was wondering if I could make you Christmas dinner. I’ve, uh, been practicing my cooking.” His eyes dropped to the floor again. “Nick, that’s WONDERFUL! Of course I’d love to spend Christmas with you.” The warmth in Natalie’s voice was genuine, and Nick looked up at her with an endearing smile on his face, like a small child that has been given praise when expecting a scolding. “Great! Um, how about 6?” Nick was at a loss, obviously not expecting Natalie to accept his invitation. “OK, I’ll come over to the loft. Oh, and Nick, I want to get a TREE for you this year.” Her teasing voice brought a smile to his lips. “I can live with that. What are you doing tomorrow night? I’m off.” His half-smile made her laugh. “I’m off too. We can go get a tree as soon as the sun goes down.” She grinned. “I’ll bring some ornaments. Oh Nick, this will be wonderful!” Nick smiled back at her, leaned over and kissed her cheek, and then got up to leave, still smiling as he walked out of the morgue. Part 2 The following evening, Natalie showed up at the loft just after 5, properly attired in jeans, hiking boots, a heavy jacket, an old sweatshirt, gloves and a hat on top of her unruly chestnut curls. In her hands she carried a large box containing a portion of the items from the trunk of her car. “Nick?” She called out as she entered the loft. “Be right down Nat. I’m just finishing getting dressed,” Nick’s reply echoed from the balcony. Nat started putting her belongings on the dining room table. She took off her gloves just as Nick started down the steps from the upstairs. Natalie glanced over at him and grinned. He had on his customary black jeans and a royal blue silk shirt. She shook her head in amusement. Obviously, this vampire had never gone out in the snow to get a Christmas tree before! “Nick, you might want to change your shirt. You’ll ruin it.” She warned. Nick looked down at his attire. “What do you mean?” “Nick, we’re going to pick up a tree that has been cut and has needles falling out of it. Now, I know you’re probably strong enough to rip a tree out of the ground by the roots, but trust me on this one. Oh, and I need your help getting the rest of the stuff from my car.” Natalie turned back toward the door. The puzzled look on Nick’s face was precious, and she didn’t want him to see her grin. He followed her into the elevator and down to the door outside, where her car sat. She opened the trunk and started handing him largish boxes. He watched in amazement as she pulled more and more items out of the trunk. Finally, when his arms were full, and hers as well, they headed back to the lift. As they were ascending, Nick asked “Um, Nat, what IS all this stuff?” Natalie turned to him and said, “It’s Christmas decorations and good cheer, Nick.” Nick just shook his head in bewilderment. As they carried all the sundry packages into the loft and put them on the dining room table, Natalie turned around to consider the loft carefully, to figure out where the best place to put the tree might be. She finally located a spot over by one of the windows and nodded her head in satisfaction. “OK, let’s go get a tree” she cheerily proclaimed to her companion. “Didn’t you say I should go change?” Nick asked plaintively. “I’ll wait for you down here. Wear something grungy.” Nat said absently as she started taking some of the decorations out of the boxes. “Grungy?” Nick asked, puzzled. Nat didn’t say anything, so he shrugged his shoulders and headed up to his bedroom. A few minutes later he appeared in an old gray sweatshirt carrying a jean jacket. Natalie smiled and nodded in approval. ”Much better. OK, let’s go.” She donned her coat and hat, and linked arms with him as he grabbed the keys to the Caddy. Half and hour later, they pulled into the parking lot of a tree lot. Natalie got out and took the lead, a bemused Nick following her. Natalie went up and down the rows of trees until she finally found the sized trees she was looking for, then carefully set about choosing the perfect tree. When Nick saw her final choice, he dubiously looked at it as they went to get the manager. It was over 8 feet tall. Natalie brought the manager over to the site of their choice, and he got one of the helpers to lift the tree and bring it over to the Caddy. Nick looked at alarm from the ragtop of the caddy to the tree. Natalie laughed outright at his expression of dismay. “Nick, put the top down. Crank the heater and we’ll be fine.” He looked at her again, and then did as she asked. They positioned the tree so that it laid across the back seat, a burlap sack covering the end sticking over the front seat. Natalie had very carefully chosen a tree that wasn’t too big for the very long automobile. Granted the top of the tree, laying across the trunk, stuck out past the bumper a good couple of feet. But it didn’t drag on the ground. When they got in the car, Nick turned the heat up and Natalie moved over to snuggle against him. Nick smiled and put his right arm around him. As they drove back to the loft, Natalie reflected that she was quite comfortable. Part 3 Kristen Fife 12/2003 When they reached the loft, they got out of the car and pulled into the garage. Nick couldn’t shut the door with the tree, but as they untied it from the Caddy he wondered how Natalie had intended to get it INTO the loft. He manhandled it to an upright position, waiting for further direction from Natalie. Finally she walked over to the door leading up to the stairs. “Can you lift that ok? It’s not too heavy?” She asked him. “No, it’s not that heavy, just awkward.” Nick’s reply solicited a smug smile from her. “Good. Carry it upright over here and through the door.” As he did so, she helped him get the branches through the doorway. Once they were in the stairwell going up to the loft, she looked up, then back at Nick. “OK, fly it up to the landing.” He looked at her. “FLY it up?” “Yes. You said it wasn’t too heavy. The stairwell is such a wide shaft you shouldn’t have any problems just lifting it. Or will you?” Her tone held a note of challenge. “No, I was just surprised.” Nick grabbed the tree and slowly levitated up to the landing outside the loft, then carried it toward the main doorway, tilting it onto its side as he opened the doorway. Nat had opted for the lift and came out of the doorway just in time to help him open the steel door and help him get the large tree into the room. As he surveyed the large layout of the loft, he grinned again. Rather than try to take drag the tree past the furniture, he again lifted it and levitated over to the spot that Natalie had chosen. She laughed in delight. When he reached the second stairway to the second level, he moved the tree into the corner and leaned it there. Natalie was busy filling the small stand with water and carefully carrying it over to where Nick and the tree were. She put the stand down on the floor, and Nick lifted the tree into place. He held it while Nat screwed the bolts into place. Finally, when the tree was all set, they moved it into place. Natalie beamed as she looked at it. “Well, that looks nice!” She turned to Nick and stood on tiptoe to kiss his cheek, then turned back toward the table heaped with decorations and started opening boxes and bags. The first thing she pulled out was a red velvet tree skirt, which she put under the tree and spread out. Rather than returning to the table as Nick expected, she went to the corner and pulled out a bunch of CD’s from her bag and walked over to the entertainment center to put them in. The loft filled with the sound of Christmas carols. Nick looked on in amusement as she started singing and went back to her tasks. “Uh, Nick, come ON. You have to help!” Natalie’s great spirits infected him and he walked over to the table as she pulled out several boxes of colored lights. They proceeded to string lights and garland around the tree, Natalie telling him to just fly up to get to the top branches. He had never seen her be so casual about his obvious vampiric abilities. After three hours, as they finished putting on the last of the ornaments, Natalie pulled a delicate angel out of a box. The angel was obviously old; it had stiffened raiment of gold and white. Nat held it reverently and Nick saw a tear at the corner of her eye. “Nat, what’s the matter?” He asked softly, concern coloring his voice. “Oh, I always cry when I see this angel. My mother made it when I was a baby. It always reminds me of Christmas with my family. Good memories, really. My mother and father made Christmas a truly magical time of year for us when we were children. It’s just difficult for me to be alone sometimes. “ She turned to him with a brave smile. “Thank you for being with me. It means a lot to me.” Nick gently took the angel out of her hands and laid it on the table, then took her into his arms. He hugged her and stroked her hair. She relaxed into his arms, and they stood locked in an embrace just as “Let it Snow” came on. Natalie started giggling. For no reason other than the infectious tinge to her voice, Nick started chuckling. Soon both of them were laughing, still unsure why. Finally, when Natalie was gasping for breath, and Nick even had a bit of color in his cheeks, they fell onto the couch. As their unbridled mirth subsided, Nat leaned into Nick and he cuddled her as “Silent Night” played. Nick stroked her hair and listened to her heart slowing to a relaxed state. She wasn’t asleep, but she was deeply relaxed. The crackling of the fire combined with the continuing traditional carols put them into a reverent frame of mind. Finally, Nick kissed her hair. “Hey, don’t we have a guardian angel to put on the tree?” He asked softly. “Mmmmm. Yep.” Natalie uncurled from his lap and stood up. She stretched, then went over to the angel, picking her up tenderly. Nick silently walked up behind her. “How about we put her on the tree together?” He asked her in a quiet voice. “What do you mean?” Natalie was puzzled. In response, Nick put his arms around her waist and very silently lifted her into the air. They floated over to the tree, and Natalie put the angel on the very tip of the tree, then Nick descended to the floor. Natalie turned in his arms and, without saying a word, put her arms around him and pulled his head down to hers and kissed him. It was a deep kiss, but Nick didn’t allow it to be spoiled by the vampire emerging. All too soon, he broke away and buried his face in her hair. She held him tightly, knowing that both of them were trying to express silently that which they couldn’t say verbally. Part 4 Kristen Fife, 12/2003 Natalie reluctantly broke away and looked at her watch. It was 2:30 in the morning. Just then her stomach rumbled. She smiled sheepishly. It was the equivalent of her lunchtime. Nick grinned at her. “Hungry?” He teased her. “Uh, I guess so. I ate before I came over, but that was at 4 this afternoon. I don’t suppose you have anything more substantial than popcorn?” Natalie hopefully asked him. “Nope, but I’m happy to take you out to dinner. There is an all night diner about six blocks from here. Interested?” He laughed as Natalie bobbed her head up and down. So, once again, they went out into the cold Toronto night. They drove to the restaurant that Nick had mentioned and were the only patrons in the place, with the exception of a couple of elderly men at the counter drinking coffee. As they sat down, Natalie scanned the menu, finally settling on a club sandwich and cup of chicken noodle soup. When the server came to take her order, she threw in a side of fries. Nick raised his eyebrow. She shrugged. “I’m really hungry. Speaking of, what’s on the menu for Christmas Dinner?” “Nope. It’s a surprise.” Nick chided her. She sighed. “OK. I cannot WAIT to see what you come up with. “ She smiled at him to take any sting out of her words. As they sat and talked, and Natalie ate her dinner, neither knew how much the other was thinking about how right it was for them to be together, celebrating Christmas and sharing mundane conversation. Finally, at about 4 AM, Natalie finished her meal and they went back to the loft. Natalie gathered up her belongings, leaving her holiday CD’s at the loft. She let out a big yawn. Nick grinned at her as he hugged her. “So, you’ll be over here on Christmas Eve at 6?” He wanted to make sure she was still planning on coming over for dinner. “Yup, I’m planning on it. I’ll see you then.” She kissed him on the cheek and then walked out the lift out to her car. Nick watched to make sure she got safely to her car, then wandered back over to the tree. He stared at the angel on the top of the tree. “If you truly are her guardian angel, help me guard her against all the evil in this world, including myself.” He sighed and turned the softly shimmering lights off. He went into the kitchen, poured himself a glass of bloodwine, and then headed up to his cold, lonely bed. Part 5 Magic of the Season Kristen Fife, 12/2003 The next two weeks passed quickly for the coroner and the detective. Work consumed both of them, and their collective co-workers noticed that they both walked around humming. Nick impressed the precinct when he brought in candy canes and several large boxes of chocolates for the night shift. Nick even drew a Secret Santa, much to Tracy’s bewilderment. “Nick, you OK? I’ve never seen you so into the holiday spirit. Not that I’m complaining, but I’m just pleasantly surprised.” Her comment made him chuckle. “Yeah, well, even the Knightmare has to have visions of sugarplums sometimes.” She just grinned and shook her head. The night of the annual precinct Secret Santa gift exchange, Nick got to his desk to discover a gift on it. He looked around, but no one was paying any attention to him. He opened it up, and inside was a silver frame, with a picture of him and Natalie from the precinct picnic the previous summer. He had a copy of the picture in his loft, but he didn’t think there were any other copies around. He looked for a tag, and found it on the back of the frame. “Merry Christmas, may your season be bright. –Tracy” He looked up at his partner, who was just sitting back down at her desk with a fresh cup of coffee. “Tracy, I don’t know what to say. This is beautiful. Where did you get the picture?” He was touched by her gesture. “Grace gave it to me. I was over at the morgue, and Natalie was out so we got to talking. She told me that she had a copy of this picture, and made me a copy. I figured you’d like it.” She smiled at her partner. “Merry Christmas, Nick.” Nick pulled a small package out of his coat pocket. He handed it to her. “I’m not your Secret Santa, but you are my partner and I wanted to give you a little something. Merry Christmas Tracy.” He looked at her nervously. She opened it and inside found a small gold pin, shaped like an angel. “Oh Nick, it’s lovely. Thank you.” She took it out of the box and put it on her lapel. Nick ducked his head. “You’re welcome”. Just then one of the rookies came over to Nick and held his hand out to him. “Wow, thanks Detective Knight. I had no idea you were my Secret Santa. I can’t wait to go to the game! How you managed to get center ice I have no idea, but I’m going to take my little brother; he’s a big fan of the Leafs!” Nick smiled. “I have a few connections. Have a good time.” Tracy looked at Nick, a small grin still playing at the corners of her mouth. They continued their work until the early morning hours when their shift ended. For a change, the baser elements of Toronto society seemed to be practicing “goodwill” to their fellow man. There had been no homicides in their district in two nights. As Nick walked Tracy to her car, she turned to look at him. “Uh, Nick, I should have asked you before now, but do you have plans Christmas night? I’m having a few friends over, and if you’d like to join us before shift, you’re welcome to. I know you volunteered to work that night, but I wanted to let you know you’re welcome. We aren’t having any dinner, just cocktails. Feel free to stop on by anytime if you want.” She then tiptoed and planted a kiss on her stunned partner’s cheek. “Merry Christmas Nick.” She got into her car quickly and drove off. Nick just stared after her. Part 6 Kristen Fife 12/2003 Natalie finished wrapping the special gift in front of her. Six boxes sat wrapped in matching green paper with red bows on them. She contemplated her handiwork. “Well Sid, I hope he likes these. Between me and George, we put a lot of work into them!” Sidney just looked at her and yawned. Natalie laughed and headed into the shower to get ready for a quiet dinner at Nick’s loft, wondering what he would be cooking. As she changed into a forest green sweater and maroon corduroys, she felt her appetite and curiosity growing. She stood in the bathroom contemplating her unruly hair, but decided to leave it loose. Nick had told her a couple of times over the years that he loved her hair loose around her face. She headed into the living room, and piled her boxes into a laundry basket for transport over to the loft. Pulling on her navy pea coat, she headed out the door over to the loft. Nick looked back at the cookbook on the counter and very carefully measured out the specified amount of rosemary, ready to sprinkle on the potatoes, then looked in the refrigerator at the dessert, smiling to himself. He glanced at the clock and noticed that it was almost 6. He rushed upstairs to change into something more festive for dinner. Just as he was coming downstairs, he heard the lift kick in. There was a knock on the loft door. He got a puzzled look on his face. The knock had come from the BOTTOM of the door. He went over and slid it open, to see Natalie holding a laundry basket in both hands. He quickly took the basket from her. “Thanks Nick. Merry Christmas!” As she came into the loft and started doffing her coat and gloves, Nick noticed several identically wrapped boxes in the basket. “Do these by chance go under the tree, Nat?” “Yes, but be careful, they’re fragile.” She grinned at him, amusement tingeing her voice. Nick carried the packages to the tree and gently set the basket down. Gingerly he took each of the boxes and set them under the tree next to each other and the six packages that were already sitting there. When he was done, he turned around and walked over to Natalie. He took her in his arms and kissed her forehead. “Merry Christmas, Natalie.” He let her go, then went back into the kitchen. Part 7 Kristen Fife, 12/2003 “Nick, whatever you’re making smells WONDERFUL!” Natalie’s cheerful comment followed him into the kitchen. “Good. It should be ready in about 20 minutes. Feel free to change the CD.” Natalie wandered over to the CD changer and decided to leave it as it was. She walked over to the tall window to the right of the fireplace and gazed out at the gently falling snow. She didn’t hear Nick walk up behind her, but she turned and smiled, knowing he was there. He put his arms around her waist and pulled her close to him. They didn’t speak, but watched the snow drifting down. Suddenly a buzzer sounded, breaking the magical moment. Nick pulled back and headed back to the kitchen. As he pulled things out of the oven and pulled out a plate and silverware for Natalie, she followed to help him. She realized that the table was set with snowy white linen napkins and a lovely candle and wreath were in the center of the table; she hadn’t noticed it when she came in. She heard Nick with pots and pans and smiled to herself. “Nat, I’m sorry. I forgot to offer you wine. There’s some chilling in the refrigerator if you’d like it. I’ll get it if you wait a second.” Nick called to her. “Oh, that’s all right, I’ll get it.” She headed to the fridge to open it up. She grinned when she saw what looked suspiciously like chocolate mousse and quickly figured out that the only bottle of white wine in the fridge was for her. She pulled it out and went over to the counter to open the drawer where she knew Nick kept the corkscrew. She pulled it out, reached up for a glass, and then headed back to the table to stay out of Nick’s way. She looked at the wine, and didn’t recognize the label; something French and no doubt expensive. She popped the cork, and poured herself some of the light gold wine. She took an experimental sip and quickly took a larger swallow. “Nick, this wine is fantastic!” He looked up at her. “Glad you like it. A friend with a small wine shop downtown recommended it to me. Dinner is ready. Do you want me to dish it up for you or do you want to do it?” Natalie pondered a second. “Go ahead. “ Five minutes later, he placed a plate in front of her with Chicken Cordon Bleu, steamed asparagus, boiled baby potatoes, and a small dinner roll. “Wow, this looks divine. Are you going to keep me company?” She looked from the artistically arranged plate at her host. “Yes, I’ll be right there. I need to get organized.” He went back into the kitchen as she started sampling her dinner. As she started making small “Mmmms” and “ooohs”, Nick joined her at the table. He had a glass in his left hand and a bottle of bloodwine in his other. “Nick, this is FABULOUS. I’m just sorry you cannot enjoy this with me.” Natalie’s grin of appreciation caused him to smile in return. “That’s OK, I’m just really happy you like it.” He sipped at his drink, watching Natalie’s enjoyment of his culinary efforts. Finally after she had finished her meal, and the wine, Nick cleared her plate and went to the refrigerator and took out the bowl she had seen earlier. “Do you still have room for dessert? It’s chocolate mousse…” He teased her. “I ALWAYS have room for chocolate mousse, you know that,” she glowered at him, then broke into a big grin. With a bow and a flourish, Nick placed the bowl in front of her. Natalie laughed, then picked up her spoon and sampled the confection. Her eyes widened in appreciation when she tasted it. “Nick, that is PHENOMENAL. What is in that besides chocolate?” She asked in amazement. He grinned. “Grand Marnier.” Natalie just grinned and kept savoring the taste. Finally, when she was done, she sat back with a contented smile on her face. “Nick, that has to be one of the best Christmas Dinner’s I have ever had. Thank you so much!” She got up, carried her bowl and spoon into the kitchen and started loading the dishwasher. “Nat, what are you doing? You’re my guest. I’ll get that later.” Nick asked her. “Nick, it is customary for the person doing the eating to do the dishes. You went to a lot of trouble to make me dinner, a dinner you could not eat, and at least let me do my part. It will only take a second.” She continued cleaning while Nick watched on. Finally, she finished her tidying and came over to Nick and grabbed his hand. Part 8 Kristen Fife, 12/2003 “OK, time for the GOOD stuff…let’s open the PRESENTS!” Nick laughed at her enthusiasm. He got up from the table and followed her over to the leather sofa. Natalie walked straight over to the tree and started pulling out the gifts that she had brought and placing them on the coffee table in front of Nick. Then she went back to the tree and looked at the tags for each of the remaining gifts for her name. “It’s the one with the white and gold bow, Nat,” Nick called out to her. She grabbed it with an “AHA, I’ve GOT you!” while Nick laughed again and shook his head. She returned to the sitting area and sat down. Nick looked at her, and then the six packages in front of him. “I feel an embarrassment of riches.” “Don’t be, it’s a set. I just didn’t want to put them all in one box. As I said, they’re rather fragile. Go ahead and open one of them, it doesn’t matter which one.” Natalie smiled with anticipation to see Nick’s reaction to her gift. He selected one on the end and started opening it, mindful of her repeated warnings of the fragility. Once he had the wrapping paper off, he opened the box carefully, to find bubble wrap surrounding something long. He pulled the object out and carefully unwound it from the cocoon. Finally, he realized it was a wine glass. As he cleared away the last of the protective wrapping, his jaw dropped and he turned it in his hand. The stem was of a lovely cobalt blue, and etched on the bowl of the glass was a lion. A rampant lion, and under it were the words “de Brabant” in elegant script. His eyes wide with astonishment, he looked over at Natalie. “My friend George is a glassblower, and I did the etching. I wanted to make you something special for Christmas. I hope I got the lion right, there were a lot of different sources to choose from.” Natalie quietly explained to Nick. “Natalie, this is…stunning. Yes, it’s perfect. I don’t know what to say; this is probably the most incredibly thoughtful gift I have ever received. Thank you.” Nick got up and walked over to her, still holding the glass, and leaned down to kiss her on the lips. Before sitting back down, Nick went into the kitchen and filled the glass with bloodwine. The etchings stood out against the dark red of the wine. He came back and sat down, a smile plastered on his face. “Your turn.” He grinned at her. She eagerly started opening her gift. Inside was a velvet box. She wrinkled her eyebrows, it was too big to be jewelry. As she opened the box, she gasped. Inside was a cut crystal bottle, and there was perfume inside. Natalie pulled the bottle out of the box and carefully opened it. She smelled it and a smile spread across her face. “Nick, this is heavenly? What is it?” “It’s a one of a kind fragrance. It’s the closest I could come to your personal scent. I worked with a perfumer I know to create it for you.” Nick smiled at the look of delight on her face. He gently put his glass down, and got up and walked over to the mantel and pulled down an envelope. He walked over to her and knelt in front of her. “If you don’t have any prior plans for New Year’s Eve next week, I also have two tickets to the Phantom of the Opera, and I would be honored if you would come with me.” Tears rose to Natalie’s eyes. “Oh Nick, I’d love to. This is one of the best Christmases I have ever had. Thank you!” She leaned forward and threw her arms around him. “Me too, Nat. Me Too. Merry Christmas.” Nick murmured in her hair. Outside the snow stopped falling and the crescent moon gently sparkled on the blanket of white, while the sound of carolers could be heard across the crystalline air. ========================= I don't have any copyright priveleges to any of the FK characters, that would be Sony Tristar. Thanks to my friend Wendy for the beautiful etched wine glass that gave me the idea for the gift for Nick. And finally, Happy Holidays to all my fellow fans. It's been great year! Have a safe and happy New Year. Permission to post at the FKFan fic site, FTP site. Kristen